Lost Joy

I am officially burnt out-or at least I feel like I am. My joy in serving has been extinguished. My joy in many things are gone.

I'm so tired. I don't want to do anything anymore, other than pray and play guitar. And maybe hang out with people. But I'm tired of "ministry." Tired of feeling obligated to do things for the church-the vision for God has disappeared. Why do I do what I do? Am I doing anything for the Kingdom?

Aaron is excited to help out Peter and Jenny-I'm actually excited/happy about this too. More happier than anything else going on at least. And I know that helping them is real kingdom work...unlike so many other things that I rope myself into. Ridiculous.

Maybe this is the desert? I hate the feeling. So tired.