Acts 5:41-42
O: Simply, I see an epic change in the apostles. The attitude of the apostles went from one of hesitant, bumbling and dense-now, as the church of Acts is established, the apostles are bold, fearless, and passionate for the sake of Christ. I can see Christ in them-such a life change cannot be from any mere man. Cowards and fools do not turn into soldiers overnight; That is, unless God decides it as such.
Anyhow, the disciples were actually rejoicing that they were counted as worthy to suffer for the name of Christ-How many people do I know that would cheerfully and joyfully suffer for Christ? To be truthful, very few. And to examine myself, I'm not even sure if I could cheerfully accept a flogging in many circumstances. But, I would hope I could do so by the same life-changing power of Christ.
Even crazier, not only did the disciples seem to be emboldened by the fact that they were punished-they continued to preach Jesus to be the Christ. I mean, I do not see men like this. Incredibly bold men ready at the forefront of spiritual warfare, putting themselves on the line physically, mentally and spiritually-it's not an easy task, I'm sure of it! But, the model they leave for men is without a doubt one to be followed. They disregarded their entire life, if it meant that they could continue to preach the one truth in their life-that Jesus was the Christ and that salvation was only through Him.
A: Yet again, I know God is teaching me to be bold-like real men changed by Christ. I need to look at life and the suffering it throws my way-and endure it joyfully for my Lord. I need to suffer for the sake of Christ to refine who I am in Him-I cannot merely sit comfortably in one place and expect to make any progress in the faith. I will consider myself to be blessed if only I could suffer for Christ-and I will do just as the disciples do: preach Jesus as the Christ.
P: Father, You alone can gauge my heart and where it stands-I pray that You may count me as worthy to suffer for Your Name. I personally know that I'm probably far from a physical flogging of some sort, but I pray that whether it be physical or any other circumstance-That You would remind me of how knowing You is my joy and any means of partaking in the suffering of Christ is a high honor bestowed to the faithful. Remove me from comfort and easy standing-put me on the edge of where I must always find You as my rock and shelter. If anything, through a greater time spent in the Word, I pray that You will bring a change in my heart to stand more firmly for You in this life-now, even: at school or at home...anywhere. Just as I am inspired by those brothers from long ago, I pray that I may follow in the legacy and vision You placed upon their hearts. Give me a vision to live, enjoying who You are fully, while giving up my entire life to You. In Christ, amen.
Soli Deo Gloria
